I have been praying for your health, job, and the baby that is on the way throughout the summer and beyond. I did not know of the update you posted and lastnight I was awakened by the Lord to pray for much (as you can imagine...LORD HAVE MERCY!).
This ministry came to my heart again and I was impressed with the need men have to take care of the household. This morning I read you were still pondering this job, I thought it was off the table.
It is an incredible work the Lord has given you and therefore, I believe the Lord will find away for you to continue to share His Word while at the same time being able to provide for your family.
It is a shame that at this time the ministry does not provide enough cover your living expences ...nevertheless...the good news is, God still does provide one way or another.
Bless you and I pray you see clearly the pathway He has laid before you for this season.